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Some time ago I wrote that Italy was not a country for me, listing a number of reasons and issues that made me seriously angry. The friend said Webster wrote that he would never make it there to leave so pissed.
Well I begin to feel that my feeling, just when the need for change air is getting stronger.
Not that I'm no longer angry about the mentality that exists on the Italian soil or that do not touch me some more questions. But these are not the main reasons for my departure.
There are days that are becoming more frequent, in which I do not think I'm wrong here, I could not be happy or things like that. I just think I want to see more than .
I just think that I can not imagine that he never tried the experience of living outside of Brescia, outside of Italy. I feel my soul, my body, my brain need to deal with something bigger, to get out of a provincial town where, I repeat, I do not think it is impossible to feel good, but depends on the needs of the periods.
'm pretty atrophied from the same places, by the same people (friends excluded of course), I want to go out and be able to hear lifeblood, sniff new smells, receive input: too often I find myself to give input and not receive anything back.
I want to leave home and be in a new place, having to struggle to learn a new language, find a job part-time in a place where Cock do not know anyone, feel like a foreigner in a foreign land. I need to feel these feelings, to make of experiences, both positive and negative. Basically a lot of the work would go with me to work from home from Brescia or anywhere else in the world is about the same thanks to the Internet.
I believe that within a year and a half (this should be the time to finish some projects that deserve to be concluded in the best way) would be nice to put everything in place. Where? I do not know yet. There are many options that I turn and head in many places I want to see in this time also to try to figure out where I'd go. In my dreamy ideas I'd like to go a year in an Anglophone country, learn the language better and then maybe move to Berlin, you dive in and learn German. And then after a while 'in a warmer place. Hypothesis. Dreams.
In the meantime I will give my maximum in my life here now . Why, dreaming is a wonderful thing, as well as making plans, but you live in the present: not in the past, not in the future. One step at a time.
feet on the ground and head in the air ... rooted in these things, but dreamers.

Song of the day: "Mild" - Marlene Kuntz. Pending the concert Friday at Milk Plus, here's a live version of one of the songs most intense band of Christian Godano, composed in 1994 and included the debut album "cathartic".
"Maybe, really, we love you we love
pass in flight, flying farther"

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Night Post Benjamin Button ...

It 'hard to grow together. Even more difficult is to change, together. Life is always ready to reserve curves, climbs, descents, and straight and it is difficult to be able to drive both at the same speed. Tear the awareness of this. Maybe we are, our nature, adapted to be supported for a limited period of time, until you can travel on the same track.
Then, because of personal paths that each of us is doing, the track is divided into two separated and you have to travel, to try to understand, to feel. Why, some things we can understand them better in solitude. And so the journey continues, for both, with new situations, places, people, smells, tastes, rough and smooth surfaces.
never will gather in the streets? There is an old, wise and experienced railway linesman who commands an exchange. If this toll is still called love, the two trains will resume one day running parallel to travel together, recognizing that the portion of the road is made by just needed to get back to racing neighbors. Otherwise you will hear and see from afar and smile recalling the trip certainly did together, but looking ahead, each in his own direction perhaps, sadly, will be different.
meantime, however, my wagon will be full of suitcases, smiles, tears, music, color and perhaps a new light ...

Song of the day: "Wherever protect" - Vinicio Capossela .

Hair Weave And Myammee

The daring descents and ascents

"It 's been a long time .... living" ... one might say.
There are times when you put in the game, moments when everything seems to slip away and return, moments in which an old drive to turn back, a small child comes crying, scared. And you have to reassure him, tell him you're there to take care of him, everything will be fine and can hear a new CD.
There are times when you must come back strongly in this constantly evolving. There are times when it is not always easy to accept that things have not gone as you wished, that important people vanish. There are times when you pick up a spoon with all the determination in you, realize that you need a good shovel for than there is in there, put in your mouth and begin to scream and beat their fists, driving out the sadness, which leaves open a door, but not the whole house.
There are times exhausting, when you have to fight to get up. Aware that, once up, you'll be even stronger than before. There are times when words become apparently made true. There are times when you really feel that YOU are the only person that will always be with you, that everything that is outside of us is inherently mutable. You also are mutable, the better, to make you better and possibly happy.
There are times when you feel that maybe your future is not in your city, but you know you'll be there anytime, anywhere.
There are times when people around you can make a difference and know that you are stronger. There are times when it is not easy to accept that things are not always in order.
It is in these moments that go proud of yourself, the large deck that you're doing, your effort, your sweat, the priority that you gave your life: yourself and your happiness.
Life is here ... inside ... and out.

I want to do new things , I need to do new things. I started to go jogging in the morning, next week we start with a good photography course Albi Mancini and between a month we begin a course of swimming to finally learn to swim in a serious way.

Tuesday night I had the opportunity to see a great movie: " The Wrestler" by Darren Aronofsky. A director who I discovered in 2006 when I went to the Venice Film Festival and he presented the film "The Fountain" I think that pleased me, my friend Daniel and three other people in the world.
Now back with a truly remarkable film. The main character is Mickey Rourke, reviving, in his role, which basically tells his story, a story of professional success, but to defeat family, loneliness, mistrust. An American story of loss and perhaps rebirth.
A beautiful film, no doubt about it ...

Finally ... a strong embrace the friend that Ali Monday takes off. He leaves a year in Australia. I'm sure the flight did not take him just physically ... enjoy!

Ps This is the photo with Casey Spooner of Fischerspooner , group eletrronico New York. Wonderful interview, in a photographic studio set in an old abandoned factory near the Navigli, Milan. Location very Berlin. Between a month on-line interview. Meanwhile in the section
tour will see the coming events that I would follow and in the last section, here are my reviews and to interview Starsailor ...





Song of the day: "I would not want ... ... but if you want" by Lucio Battisti. Well useless that I will present. A song written by Mogol, with an incredible text, sung by the great Lucio, much to be discovered if you have not already done so. The passage in question is from the album "My free hand" in 1972.
"How can a rock

stem the sea even if I have to fly back


The long blue and green lands
The
daring descents and ascents

opened up in the sky and then down the desert and

up again with a big jump "